Walk This Path

So, the drama ends faster than it started. I made my decision, and that seems to be all that needs to be done. I don't hold grudges, as long as my parents stay out of the way of the path I'm paving, this life will go on in the direction I need and want it to. To all those who don't have support, just know there's a heart out there that understands. It's hard to try to do what the people in your life want you to if it gets in the way of what you want to be. But don't keep it going. Make a point that you will live the life you need. In the end, if you don't follow your dreams, or if you quit on them, that's true laziness. We all as individuals have paths we must walk, and if it's calling you, listen.

It doesn't matter if you're religious or not. I am, and I feel like this is all words of God. God wants me to do this, but he doesn't want me to hold a grudge. It's obvious as to why that'd be. I'm not going to back down though. Nobody is ever going to make me stop. Nothing is getting in my way. <3 I love the world, I love my family, I love my girl.

I respect those who have 99 problems, though. don't let a girl hold you down, let a girl push you to live the life you want. Be yourself, and find the girl that wants you for who you are and who you're meant to be. I've had that on my mind a lot. Mostly about how happy my girl, Katie, makes me. Her entire family respects programming as a legitimate job, and that's what I've always needed. At least one person that believes in me when I do what I do. That support on it's own is enough to tell me that none of my efforts are in vain, even though my other family likes to think otherwise.
And just so anyone is wonder, I'm really not a trouble maker at all, though it may seem otherwise as it stands. But honestly, I'm actually more of the emotional nerdy kid that wears black and piercings while programming and drinking coffee. Haha yeah, that's me. Take it or leave it.